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Becky Hill on her turbulent 20s: 'Apart from the music, I hated every minute'

Becky Hill reflects on a turbulent decade marked by a modelling scam, sexual assault, and impostor syndrome, alongside her rise as a Brit award-winning artist. Now entering her 30s with a new album, she has found peace with a more authentic creative direction.

By The UK Pulse Editorial Team··6 min read·How we work
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Becky Hill, the Brit award-winning singer and songwriter, has opened up about the personal struggles that shadowed her early career success, including a modelling agency scam, sexual assault, and the impostor syndrome that continues to affect her work in the music industry.

Early life and musical discovery

Born in Bromsgrove, Worcestershire, in 1994 and raised in Bewdley, Hill grew up in a blended household with five children between her parents' two marriages. Though her home life was marked by frequent moves and arguments, she felt consistently loved and was exposed to diverse musical influences—her mother favoured Foreigner, Eric Clapton and the Eagles, while her siblings introduced her to everything from Eminem and Blink-182 to drum'n'bass.

Hill's mother encouraged her to pursue her passions through acting, singing and dancing classes, partly as a refuge from school bullying. At 11, she performed JoJo's Leave (Get Out) at a school talent show, an experience that proved transformative.

"I'll never forget the feeling of singing that song and realising that everyone's jaws were on the floor,"
she recalls. Her father immediately asked whether she should attend a stage school, but her mother's response proved prophetic:
"But if music is meant for her, music will find her."

Support came from unexpected quarters. Andy Brown, a family friend with management experience, took Hill under his wing during her teenage years, purchasing a guitar and funding singing lessons and studio time—what she describes as

"a rare taste of what it was like to be nurtured without expectation."
Discovering drum'n'bass as a teenager provided an emotional escape; visiting the London club Fabric at 18 felt like coming home.

The modelling agency deception

Before her music career took off, Hill and her mother fell victim to a children's modelling agency scam. Each stage of the process—photographs, submissions and returns—incurred fees, with the family wiring over £100 with nothing to show for it. Her mother kept the scheme secret from her father, and Hill abandoned any modelling aspirations.

"I was cute until the age of seven, then started to go on the turn,"
she reflects with humour about her appearance at the time.

The Voice and early career struggles

At 17, working two bar jobs and struggling with depression, Hill entered the first series of The Voice UK. Though she did not win, reaching the semifinals proved pivotal—she left with the industry contacts necessary to launch her career. The experience of living independently in London and competing at such a high level energised her, even as she grappled with the pressure of establishing herself as an artist separate from her television exposure.

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Her 20s, however, became a decade of profound difficulty.

"Aside from the music I was making, I hated every minute of my 20s,"
she states plainly. The period combined professional setbacks with personal trauma. At 21, in the same year she was dropped by her record label, Hill was raped by a friend. She disclosed the assault to three men she was working with in a writing session, attempting to process the intensity of her experience, only to be called into a management meeting hours later to learn she had lost her label deal.

Building success and supporting family

Despite these obstacles, Hill persevered. She has since collaborated with major artists including David Guetta, Chase and Status, Joel Corry and Rudimental, and won the Brit award for best dance act in both 2022 and 2023. Early success came through featured tracks, though she struggled to claim ownership of those achievements.

"I felt like it wasn't my success – it was the producer's. I was always fighting to be heard and seen."

Once her second record and publishing deal secured her financial stability, Hill prioritised her family's wellbeing over her own. She purchased a house for her parents, who were under considerable stress following the death of her mother's parents, and bought another property for her brother's family, who were living in poor conditions. She remained in a rented flat herself during this period. Her brother, a former Marine who suffered a serious head injury, now works as her security personnel.

Therapy, impostor syndrome and artistic evolution

Hill has been in therapy since age 22, spending a decade working to manage the impostor syndrome that continues to surface in her work.

"It's hard to be gentle on yourself when you work in an industry that is so fickle and unpredictable."
Even recently, she has experienced panic about her career's longevity, fantasising about alternative paths such as becoming an electrician—though she acknowledges she would likely electrocute herself within minutes.

Her artistic approach has shifted markedly. Early in her career, she aimed to write songs others would enjoy; now she prioritises authentic expression about the pressures of the music industry and society. This evolution means she has made peace with the possibility that her latest work may not achieve the commercial heights of her earlier releases.

The Rebecca album and new chapter

Hill's third studio album, Rebecca, represents this new creative direction. The project began its rollout in late May 2026 with the lead single More! More! More!, which she described as her

"musical masochism."
According to music industry sources, a fourth single titled Changes was released on 11 September 2026. The album, which contains 14 tracks, was originally scheduled for 25 September 2026 before being delayed to 13 November 2026.

Entering her 30s, Hill reports a newfound sense of contentment, though she acknowledges the music landscape has shifted and her commercial success may not match her 20s output.

"I'm at peace if this new album isn't as big as the others, because I'm proud of what I've made."
She credits therapy and years of internal work with helping her recover the kindness and gentleness she lost during her turbulent earlier decade—qualities she recognises in photographs of her younger self.

Key facts

  • Hill was born in Bromsgrove, Worcestershire, in 1994 and raised in Bewdley
  • She reached the semifinals of the first series of The Voice UK at age 17 and has since achieved two top 10 albums and two consecutive Brit awards for best dance act (2022, 2023)
  • At 21, she experienced both a record label drop and sexual assault in the same year, experiences she has processed through therapy since age 22
  • She has prioritised family stability, purchasing homes for her parents and brother despite not owning property herself at the time
  • Her third studio album Rebecca, featuring 14 tracks, is scheduled for release on 13 November 2026

This article was sourced from theguardian

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